i’m speechless
at a loss for
words
my extensive
vocabulary fails me right now
i ran out of
things to say
prayers to pray
confessions and
affirmations to make known
so I stayed up
past midnight silent
eating forbidden
Oreo cookies and drinking tea
alone with just
my thoughts
reading a book I
bought
funny how the
tv my friend gave me stopped working
today
for no apparent
reason
the light stays
red like something is wrong inside
as if it knew
like a short
or a fuse is out
and it will cost
$200 to fix but how
can anyone put a
price tag on something that is priceless
a life
a heart
a soul
a body
that is broken
i wonder why i
suddenly feel like hitting somebody
when those who
claim to know so much could be so wrong
and be so
powerless to save
how would any of
them feel to be told that everything will be alright
and wake up the
next day to find out that they were all wrong
i hate the world
right now
and all of its
lies
God please help
me to understand
why
after all of
these years and millions of dollars
they still can’t
get it right
how many have
died waiting for a cure
to this disease
called cancer
the crab that
crawls into lives uninvited
paying no rent
yet claims squatter’s rights
determined to
take eminent domain over every avenue and street
while we wait
and hope
have faith that
God will intervene with His hand
if he should
choose to trouble the waters
and save
my friend